Re: PR Depression, Anxiety and Suicidal
Posted: Wed Nov 06, 2019 2:47 pm
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It's down by the Trevi fountain, very Italian.EverReady wrote:Cool thanks. I'm staying less than 10 mins from that in this gaff http://otiumhotel.eu/Liathroidigloine wrote:http://www.anticabirreriaperoni.it/EverReady wrote:I have been getting the congrats for a few days in the real world as well. Women coming up behind me in the school yard and giving me a squeeze and saying 'delighted for you'. I would have faked getting better ages ago if I knew I was going to get touched up. Off to Rome next week and as noted a very different Christmas in store.
Give this place a blast, it's lovely.
Was corrected today about this.happyhooker wrote:Dad. Stage 5 pancreaticEverReady wrote:You visiting or in the midst of it?happyhooker wrote:Excellent news ER.EverReady wrote:Thanks all. Fück cancer indeed
From my current position sitting in an oncology ward, indeed, fúck cancer
I know things are bad but advocating HH uses opiates to get though his tough time isn’t constructive imo.EverReady wrote:That is awful HH. They still keep the morphine levels high here at end stage. It would be a central tenet of a end of life care that you would feel fück all. Maybe have a chat with somebody senior and see what they can do pain relief wise
It is not bad, no. I believe when they have had enough, they decide it’s ok to go , and that’s it. Tell him you love him and that you will be fine and look after the rest of your family.happyhooker wrote:Was corrected today about this.happyhooker wrote:Dad. Stage 5 pancreaticEverReady wrote:You visiting or in the midst of it?happyhooker wrote:Excellent news ER.EverReady wrote:Thanks all. Fück cancer indeed
From my current position sitting in an oncology ward, indeed, fúck cancer
Pancreatic is apparently so insidious and invasive that it doesn't have a stage 5, stage 4 is the worse.
Anyway, dad's in a hospice now and fading rapidly. I couldn't even carry him to the toilet today because everywhere hurts too much.
It appears that hospices today can't or won't bang the morphine levels up so you fade out gracefully.
Is it bad to wish your dad dead. I'm 100% certain he's had enough.
I know how you feelVBall wrote:Have had Health Anxiety for many years and have been coping pretty well recently. Even after the death of my brother.
Met somebody today how had a stroke and is now recovered. I stupidly asked how it happened, etc, etc.
So guess what - although if you know what Health Anxiety is, the answer is simple. I now have all the symptoms and it is a matter of hours/days before it happens to me. The Black Dog has me by the throat as is not letting go. I need to sleep, relax, do some exercise. Al the stuff I have spent time cultivating to keep me from spiraling downwards.
I should know better than to ask medical questions ...
F uck!! Thoughts are with you.happyhooker wrote:Was corrected today about this.happyhooker wrote:Dad. Stage 5 pancreaticEverReady wrote:You visiting or in the midst of it?happyhooker wrote:Excellent news ER.EverReady wrote:Thanks all. Fück cancer indeed
From my current position sitting in an oncology ward, indeed, fúck cancer
Pancreatic is apparently so insidious and invasive that it doesn't have a stage 5, stage 4 is the worse.
Anyway, dad's in a hospice now and fading rapidly. I couldn't even carry him to the toilet today because everywhere hurts too much.
It appears that hospices today can't or won't bang the morphine levels up so you fade out gracefully.
Is it bad to wish your dad dead. I'm 100% certain he's had enough.
Pat the Ex Mat wrote:This is the thread to vent what you need to
Sorry to hear that Chins. I hope it cheers you up at least a little to know that you've brought joy to millions, or at least dozens, of strangers over the years. And as we all know, comedians never get depressed.18ChinsOfChinatown wrote:I've another appointment with a maxillofacial specialist on Wednesday, to learn the outcome of my MRI, which I'm hoping will put an end to the constant feeling of absolute shitiness, anxiety and stress, that I've had for the past 8 weeks.
Jesus dude, that's rough. I'm sure your care is sorted, but if you want a second opinion, or to run questions past someone, my mate is a maxfac consultant. She's been awesome with another friend of mine, just letting him know what questions to ask.18ChinsOfChinatown wrote:I've another appointment with a maxillofacial specialist on Wednesday, to learn the outcome of my MRI, which I'm hoping will put an end to the constant feeling of absolute shitiness, anxiety and stress, that I've had for the past 8 weeks.
Note: If I find out that ER's somehow managed to pass his cancer on to me, I'll slice his nipples off.
to the bit about you playing with your dad's cock.happyhooker wrote:Jesus dude, that's rough. I'm sure your care is sorted, but if you want a second opinion, or to run questions past someone, my mate is a maxfac consultant. She's been awesome with another friend of mine, just letting him know what questions to ask.18ChinsOfChinatown wrote:I've another appointment with a maxillofacial specialist on Wednesday, to learn the outcome of my MRI, which I'm hoping will put an end to the constant feeling of absolute shitiness, anxiety and stress, that I've had for the past 8 weeks.
Note: If I find out that ER's somehow managed to pass his cancer on to me, I'll slice his nipples off.
Anyway, I'm just down from sitting bedside all night as the only coherent thing dad's said in the last week is that he wants to get up and go to the toilet. Which he's too weak to do. Genuinely never thought I'd have this much contact with my dad's cock, trying to stop him ripping the catheter out.
We're really pissed off with the hospice. He's dnr, and when admitted last week he was lucid enough to say he just wanted to fade away. We've just found out they've been giving him antibiotics.
He just needs to go out on a sea of morphine. Stop treating other ailments you twats.
My heart goes out to you. It must be heart destroying to see it happen to someone you love. You can tell all of us here, we will listen and even just writing down your feelings can be therapeuticGWO2 wrote:I`m glad I can come on here and tell my feelings as there is no way I would worry my children by burdening them with them.It is getting harder each day to watch my wife`s memory slip away (she has early onset of Alzhiemers disease).I have found it is no use trying to correct her when she remembers something that is wrong, as she gets so angry. I try and keep a brave face and tell her things are not as bad as she thinks, but, I find I am close to tears for the least thing all the time. She goes up to bed early each night and I often break down into tears when she`s in bed. The slightest thing can set me off, I was just looking on F/B and someone posted a link for Andrea Botcelli and Sarah Brightman singing Time to Say Goodbye and it`s started me off again. Fortunately, I suffer from extreme coughing bouts that leave me with red tear filled eyes so on the rare time she has caught me I can just tell her I have been coughing. But it really is getting hard to cope. If I get any worse I`ll have to get medical help.
Not looking for sympathy, just need to tell someone. I feel better already just writing it down on here.
Make sure to keep writing. And just get the medical help - it's not about looking for sympathy, it's about getting the support to help you support her.GWO2 wrote:I`m glad I can come on here and tell my feelings as there is no way I would worry my children by burdening them with them.It is getting harder each day to watch my wife`s memory slip away (she has early onset of Alzhiemers disease).I have found it is no use trying to correct her when she remembers something that is wrong, as she gets so angry. I try and keep a brave face and tell her things are not as bad as she thinks, but, I find I am close to tears for the least thing all the time. She goes up to bed early each night and I often break down into tears when she`s in bed. The slightest thing can set me off, I was just looking on F/B and someone posted a link for Andrea Botcelli and Sarah Brightman singing Time to Say Goodbye and it`s started me off again. Fortunately, I suffer from extreme coughing bouts that leave me with red tear filled eyes so on the rare time she has caught me I can just tell her I have been coughing. But it really is getting hard to cope. If I get any worse I`ll have to get medical help.
Not looking for sympathy, just need to tell someone. I feel better already just writing it down on here.
She was fifty.Kiwias wrote:Rinks
Shit, that is a brutal story. How old was she? Your gf is going to need heaps of TLC.
Yup. Finally died this evening. I was going over anyway to visit, but made it bedside 6 minutes before he went.moosehead wrote:HH
Sorry to hear abour your dad.
Lost my dad earlier this year... it was a slow and steady fade out by him. Last few days.... I saw the end near.
He was not the man i knew and i was happy the night he passed.
Life goes by way too quickly . Hug the ones you love and tell them how much you love them.
Take care and remember your good times / memories of your dad. You all live on from him... his legacy goes on.
Glad you were there, even if difficult at the time. I think/hope better for you and while impossible to know from way you describe how has been declining, having you there may have made it easier for him to let go.happyhooker wrote:Yup. Finally died this evening. I was going over anyway to visit, but made it bedside 6 minutes before he went.moosehead wrote:HH
Sorry to hear abour your dad.
Lost my dad earlier this year... it was a slow and steady fade out by him. Last few days.... I saw the end near.
He was not the man i knew and i was happy the night he passed.
Life goes by way too quickly . Hug the ones you love and tell them how much you love them.
Take care and remember your good times / memories of your dad. You all live on from him... his legacy goes on.
I'm obviously upset, but there is an undercurrent of a massive feeling of relief. The slide over 5 months has been dramatic, but the last month he was hardly present and definitely nowhere over the last 10 days.
As ever, he has the last laugh. He always hated Christmas (his next birthday would have been Christmas eve) and being the obdurate cúnt he was and hanging on so long means that we can't burn him till after the holidays, according to the undertakers. Asking if they'd let us know if there was a cancellation was a nice unthinking moment from me earlier.
Anyway, good luck to anyone else going through this shit, treasure what you have when you can.
And oh, fúck cancer.
Hey HHhappyhooker wrote:Yup. Finally died this evening. I was going over anyway to visit, but made it bedside 6 minutes before he went.moosehead wrote:HH
Sorry to hear abour your dad.
Lost my dad earlier this year... it was a slow and steady fade out by him. Last few days.... I saw the end near.
He was not the man i knew and i was happy the night he passed.
Life goes by way too quickly . Hug the ones you love and tell them how much you love them.
Take care and remember your good times / memories of your dad. You all live on from him... his legacy goes on.
I'm obviously upset, but there is an undercurrent of a massive feeling of relief. The slide over 5 months has been dramatic, but the last month he was hardly present and definitely nowhere over the last 10 days.
As ever, he has the last laugh. He always hated Christmas (his next birthday would have been Christmas eve) and being the obdurate cúnt he was and hanging on so long means that we can't burn him till after the holidays, according to the undertakers. Asking if they'd let us know if there was a cancellation was a nice unthinking moment from me earlier.
Anyway, good luck to anyone else going through this shit, treasure what you have when you can.
And oh, fúck cancer.
Hi HH,HKCJ wrote:Hey HH
Just found this after reading Bimbos condolences. Just like to add mine. Cheers