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Floppykid wrote:My Mom passed the early hours of Sunday morning.
Her death was peaceful and in her sleep, thanks to the wonderful hospice staff, but nothing prepares you to see someone you love get so small and so faint before just stopping.

I'm in a bit of a daze getting away from the wake for a bit.
Really sad news, mate. Condolences to you and your family.
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Sorry to hear that, Floppy. Been a very long road for you. Best wishes.
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Floppykid wrote:My Mom passed the early hours of Sunday morning.
Her death was peaceful and in her sleep, thanks to the wonderful hospice staff, but nothing prepares you to see someone you love get so small and so faint before just stopping.

I'm in a bit of a daze getting away from the wake for a bit.
Sorry to hear that Floppy. It’s hard to take. It sounds like you were there at the end though? It’s good if you were. I was an hour late so that made me angry for a while. Go well, either way.
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Floppykid wrote:My Mom passed the early hours of Sunday morning.
Her death was peaceful and in her sleep, thanks to the wonderful hospice staff, but nothing prepares you to see someone you love get so small and so faint before just stopping.

I'm in a bit of a daze getting away from the wake for a bit.
Sorry to hear that Floppy. It was good you were here.

RIP
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Mind yourself. RIP.
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Please forgive me but I just need to vent a bit.

I had a call from my son and it seems that my dil is in a very bad place.

Background: when she gave birth to the twins (now 3 and a half years old), they discovered a tumour at the base of her spine (they said it was ependymoma) that could cause major problems. They removed 50% by surgery about three years ago but could not take 100% because of the risk of injury to the spine. The remaining bit is not growing or expanding at all, but the continued pressure is restricting her movement and making her very easy to tire. Not to mention the anxiety of carrying this time bomb.

It had been causing mood swings for a while but the lockdown seems to have aggravated it to the stage that -- in my son's words "the aggression, the abuse, and the utter lack of gratitude is driving him crazy."

She will be loving and caring with the grandkids and the neck minit be screaming "get away from me, get out, find another family who wants you cause I don't" and the sort. The kids are suffering. If my son or her parents, who live close, attempt to moderate, she turns the anger on them. It is so bad now that several of her closest friends have discussed it with my son.

She is aware of what she does when the mood hits but serial fatigue and frustration just overwhelm her and she can't control the rage. She has bi-annual MRI checkups on the tumour and this now includes a brain scan that shows no abnormalities.

I think we are all considering an intervention with her therapist and psychiatrist, with a view that she may be bipolar. I'm so f**king far away and feel utterly helpless. When I asked my lad if there was anything I could do, he said, "just be available in case I need to chat and vent." The first thought I has was "Thank god I'm sober now".

You know, it does help to vent.
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Best wishes Kiwias.
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booji boy wrote:Best wishes Kiwias.
Thanks, booj
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Sounds like a crazy, Kiwias.

Reckon your son is better off scooping up the kids and getting TF out of there.
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naki wrote:
Floppykid wrote:My Mom passed the early hours of Sunday morning.
Her death was peaceful and in her sleep, thanks to the wonderful hospice staff, but nothing prepares you to see someone you love get so small and so faint before just stopping.

I'm in a bit of a daze getting away from the wake for a bit.
Really sad news, mate. Condolences to you and your family.
Sorry for your loss, Floppykid.
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jdogscoop wrote:Sounds like a crazy, Kiwias.

Reckon your son is better off scooping up the kids and getting TF out of there.
Yes. Either her parents or my ex have spare rooms and live close by, so the kids could attend school and kindy from either.
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Idle hands are the devil's playground and all that so have been doing a bit of Ubering on the side. Highly recommend it due to the flexibility of going online and off when you feel like it and at least in Newy (Newcastle, NSW) have found the bulk of people great to deal with and it seems people like me with a 5 star rating after around 100 jobs and even get tipped with alcohol.
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Kiwias wrote:Please forgive me but I just need to vent a bit.

I had a call from my son and it seems that my dil is in a very bad place.

Background: when she gave birth to the twins (now 3 and a half years old), they discovered a tumour at the base of her spine (they said it was ependymoma) that could cause major problems. They removed 50% by surgery about three years ago but could not take 100% because of the risk of injury to the spine. The remaining bit is not growing or expanding at all, but the continued pressure is restricting her movement and making her very easy to tire. Not to mention the anxiety of carrying this time bomb.

It had been causing mood swings for a while but the lockdown seems to have aggravated it to the stage that -- in my son's words "the aggression, the abuse, and the utter lack of gratitude is driving him crazy."

She will be loving and caring with the grandkids and the neck minit be screaming "get away from me, get out, find another family who wants you cause I don't" and the sort. The kids are suffering. If my son or her parents, who live close, attempt to moderate, she turns the anger on them. It is so bad now that several of her closest friends have discussed it with my son.

She is aware of what she does when the mood hits but serial fatigue and frustration just overwhelm her and she can't control the rage. She has bi-annual MRI checkups on the tumour and this now includes a brain scan that shows no abnormalities.

I think we are all considering an intervention with her therapist and psychiatrist, with a view that she may be bipolar. I'm so f**king far away and feel utterly helpless. When I asked my lad if there was anything I could do, he said, "just be available in case I need to chat and vent." The first thought I has was "Thank god I'm sober now".

You know, it does help to vent.
There are some parallels to what happened with my Mom here. I'll try find time to write more on how I handled it and how it might relate to your dil's and her family.
It is indeed so good you are sober for things like this.
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Floppykid wrote:My Mom passed the early hours of Sunday morning.
Her death was peaceful and in her sleep, thanks to the wonderful hospice staff, but nothing prepares you to see someone you love get so small and so faint before just stopping.

I'm in a bit of a daze getting away from the wake for a bit.
Sorry to hear that Floppy. Condolences.
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Floppykid wrote:My Mom passed the early hours of Sunday morning.
Her death was peaceful and in her sleep, thanks to the wonderful hospice staff, but nothing prepares you to see someone you love get so small and so faint before just stopping.

I'm in a bit of a daze getting away from the wake for a bit.
Sorry for your loss, floppy.
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Kiwias wrote:Please forgive me but I just need to vent a bit.

I had a call from my son and it seems that my dil is in a very bad place.

Background: when she gave birth to the twins (now 3 and a half years old), they discovered a tumour at the base of her spine (they said it was ependymoma) that could cause major problems. They removed 50% by surgery about three years ago but could not take 100% because of the risk of injury to the spine. The remaining bit is not growing or expanding at all, but the continued pressure is restricting her movement and making her very easy to tire. Not to mention the anxiety of carrying this time bomb.

It had been causing mood swings for a while but the lockdown seems to have aggravated it to the stage that -- in my son's words "the aggression, the abuse, and the utter lack of gratitude is driving him crazy."

She will be loving and caring with the grandkids and the neck minit be screaming "get away from me, get out, find another family who wants you cause I don't" and the sort. The kids are suffering. If my son or her parents, who live close, attempt to moderate, she turns the anger on them. It is so bad now that several of her closest friends have discussed it with my son.

She is aware of what she does when the mood hits but serial fatigue and frustration just overwhelm her and she can't control the rage. She has bi-annual MRI checkups on the tumour and this now includes a brain scan that shows no abnormalities.

I think we are all considering an intervention with her therapist and psychiatrist, with a view that she may be bipolar. I'm so f**king far away and feel utterly helpless. When I asked my lad if there was anything I could do, he said, "just be available in case I need to chat and vent." The first thought I has was "Thank god I'm sober now".

You know, it does help to vent.
Mate. I’m speechless.
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All the best Floppy. I’ve got no good words for you either. I’m just sorry you had to go through this.
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Floppykid wrote:
Kiwias wrote:Please forgive me but I just need to vent a bit.

I had a call from my son and it seems that my dil is in a very bad place.

Background: when she gave birth to the twins (now 3 and a half years old), they discovered a tumour at the base of her spine (they said it was ependymoma) that could cause major problems. They removed 50% by surgery about three years ago but could not take 100% because of the risk of injury to the spine. The remaining bit is not growing or expanding at all, but the continued pressure is restricting her movement and making her very easy to tire. Not to mention the anxiety of carrying this time bomb.

It had been causing mood swings for a while but the lockdown seems to have aggravated it to the stage that -- in my son's words "the aggression, the abuse, and the utter lack of gratitude is driving him crazy."

She will be loving and caring with the grandkids and the neck minit be screaming "get away from me, get out, find another family who wants you cause I don't" and the sort. The kids are suffering. If my son or her parents, who live close, attempt to moderate, she turns the anger on them. It is so bad now that several of her closest friends have discussed it with my son.

She is aware of what she does when the mood hits but serial fatigue and frustration just overwhelm her and she can't control the rage. She has bi-annual MRI checkups on the tumour and this now includes a brain scan that shows no abnormalities.

I think we are all considering an intervention with her therapist and psychiatrist, with a view that she may be bipolar. I'm so f**king far away and feel utterly helpless. When I asked my lad if there was anything I could do, he said, "just be available in case I need to chat and vent." The first thought I has was "Thank god I'm sober now".

You know, it does help to vent.
There are some parallels to what happened with my Mom here. I'll try find time to write more on how I handled it and how it might relate to your dil's and her family.
It is indeed so good you are sober for things like this.
Thanks, Floppy, and condolences on your loss.
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My uncle has an enormous alcohol problem and his life has gone totally off the rails. Has essentially lost his job for drinking at work, caught drink driving recently, money problems, his family at the end of their tether, latest stunt was going out and getting shit faced, stealing a bike, going over the handlebars breaking his arm, and then sleeping rough until he had sense enough to get medical attention.

Can you do anything with people in this state?



And floppy - sorry to hear. Hope you're holding up alright.
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Bloody hell, I`ve been doing pretty well lately. Now seeing that Piers Morgan interviewing Vinnie Jones has really crushed me with what the future holds, seeing him breaking down and crying describing his wife`s passing has put me in floods of tears again.
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